After waiting for a long time I am now completely wired. It is nice to be so, yet to act one needs inspiration. This is neccesary to take action that is truly what you want it to be.

I know that many of you out there are growing and like me must make choices as to what lays ahead. I cannot say that it is an easy thing to do. It is hard, complicated and confusing. I try to grasp some inspiration from those who have lead exemplary lives in the past and in the present for I have very little that I can truly call my own.

Most times I feel that everything I do has no purpose, no cause, and no true meaning for me and others. But I know that I am young and inexperienced and therefore I may not be able to tell at this time the meaning of why I do.

I think that we are at that point of no return. It is as if leaping and not knowing if there's ground at the bottom.

I have a life and I will try to make the most of it. Perhaps not for anyone for I am unsure that I have anyone. Or perhaps I'll do for those that are kind, live spirited, those that want peace, those that feel rather than see, and those that make every day a happy family.

(p.s. if you have tons of "The Cardigans" songs please send some to me through AIM =D)