I had been thinking for a while about joining a message board for Winona fans. However I had not joined because i could not think of a user name. You see when I think of Winona...and of the idea of talking or writing...about her I like to be honest with myself... So I needed a name an honest name that represented me. I did not want to choose any user name just to sound "cool"... so the question came: who am I?...and to find the answer I retraced my life...as much as I could remember of who I was individually...my likings...and things that were very original of me...not things that others bestowed onto me. Also I thought of the experiences of characters that Winona has played in movies so that in a way I could get an outside point of view. I thought about it all..well most of what I could remember in my life and the word...vulnerable came to my mind. I have been vulnerable all my life...I have been left out...by my parents and family...I was left out there...alone and vulnerable. Hmm...so that's what happened...I knew that there was something wrong. I don't want to be vulnerable anymore. I think it's time to make a change. So something good came of thinking. One step closer to being myself. Now...what user name to use is the question. Oh i got it! My user name will be: "Being myself."
A breakthrough...I feel good.