After 5-6 hours of studying many of the concepts of past religions and forms of organized life (Including the many years of searching, understading, being tried against the face of oblivion, isolation, but thanks to my nature to strive by actively engaging in the dialogue of knowlege) I have been able to concretely describe my vision in words that would have previously escaped me.

I do not need a judgement day, for I employ my judgement now.
I do not need to be weighed against a feather, for my heart is light now.
I do not need the ones that ever did to me, for they have been exiled now.
I am daimon*.
I am spirit**.
I am shade***.
I am action, by my very own nature.
At this early stage of my life, oh what a realization this is.

*[As in the platonic philosophy of Plato, but in an originally achieved understading: Now I am the daimon. Plato's understanding is that it is a guide to one's life, but the difference here is that I am it. Further dialogue will take place in an upcoming project]
**[Spirit: to retain the vision that a daimon is not a soul. If you died and your belief was that your daimon was a soul than you might as well have taken everything that you were and brought it exactly into the after life. Managing to "exile" what is unneccessary and being only the Spirit is what I achieved.]
***[shade: As in the Egyptian concept of the guardian who accompanies you throughout your lifetime and whom meets you and helps you at the moment of your death. Here again I am not separated from it but I am it.]
****[Reference for your understaiding: Active purity]
*****[The greatest thing was that I already knew what I was before I read all this. This is simply a way to understand what I am from a scholar landscape.]